[[09-16|25-09-16]] [[Atlas/Dots/ํ˜„์ง€์ •์‹ /๋ฒ—/๋ช…๋Ÿ‰์ •ํ•˜/jungha_kim]], i cherish "์ฐจ๋ผ๋ฆฌ" the most from below lyrics and confirming my doubt that i'm a romantic pessimist - the word i learned from a novel "emily finch" by julean barnes ๋‚˜๋ฌด์— ๊ธฐ๋Œ€์–ด ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณธ ํ•˜๋Š˜ ๋ง‘๊ฒŒ ์›ƒ๋˜ ๊ทธ๋Œ€ ์–ผ๊ตด ๋– ์˜ฌ๋ผ ๊ทธ ๋ชจ์Šต ๊ฐ€๋ฆด ๊ตฌ๋ฆ„ ํ•œ ์  ์—†์–ด์„œ ์ž˜ ์ง€๋‚ธ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋„ˆ์˜ ์•ˆ๋ถ€ ๊ฐ™์•„ ์ € ๋ฉ€๋ฆฌ ๋– ๋‚˜๋Š” ์ž‘์€ ์ƒˆ๋ฅผ ๋‚˜๋ฌด๋Š” ์กฐ์šฉํžˆ ๋А๋ผ๊ฒ ์ง€ ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ด๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•„๋‹Œ๋ฐ ๋‚˜๋„ ์šฐ๋‘‘ํžˆ ๋ฉˆ์ถฐ์„œ ์žˆ๋„ค ํฌ๊ทผํ•œ ๋ฐ”๋žŒ์ด ๋ถˆ์–ด์˜ค๋ฉด ๋‚˜๋„ ๋‹ค ์žŠ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋Œ€์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋‚ ์•„๊ฐˆ๊ฒŒ์š” ์ด์   ํฌ๋ฏธํ•œ ๊ทธ๋Œ€์˜ ์Œ์„ฑ๋„ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์›€๋„ ์ฐฌ ๊ณ„์ ˆ ์†์— ๋‚จ๊ฒจ๋‘๊ณ  โญ๏ธ์•„ํ””์ด ๋‚จ์ง€ ์•Š๋Š” ๋งŒ๋‚จ์€ ์—†๊ฒ ์ง€ ๋‚ด ๋ชจ๋“  ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์ฃผ์—ˆ๋Œ€๋„โญ๏ธ ์ฃผ์ €์•‰์„ ์ƒˆ ์—†์ด ์‚ถ์€ ๋ฌด์‹ฌํžˆ ๋ถˆ์–ด์™€ ์ด์   ์–ด์ œ์™€ ์ž‘๋ณ„ํ•˜๋ผ๊ณ  ํฌ๊ทผํ•œ ๋ฐ”๋žŒ์ด ๋ถˆ์–ด์˜ค๋ฉด ๋‚˜๋„ ๋‹ค ์žŠ๊ณ  ๊ฝƒ์žŽ ๋˜์–ด ๋‚ ์•„๊ฐˆ๊ฒŒ์š” ์ด์   ํฌ๋ฏธํ•œ ๊ทธ๋Œ€์˜ ์Œ์„ฑ๋„ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์›€๋„ ์ฐฌ ๊ณ„์ ˆ ์†์— ๋‚จ๊ฒจ๋‘๊ณ  ๊ฝƒ ํ•„ ๋•Œ ๊ทธ ๊ธฐ์–ต ์ „๋ถ€ โญ๏ธ์ฐจ๋ผ๋ฆฌโญ๏ธ ๋ˆˆ ๋…น๋“ฏ ์žŠํ˜€์ง€๋ ค๋‚˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ์‹œ์ ˆ์ด ๋– ๋‚˜๊ฐ€๋‚˜ ๋ด์š” ๋˜์˜ฌ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ์ € ๋จผ ๊ณณ์œผ๋กœ